The Summer Currently

It’s been a while since I’ve written an update about my life, and it just dawned on me that it might be good to write about it. Not that I’m a celebrity whose life you should know about, but because I enjoy writing for you, my dear readers. After all, I consider all of you my friends, even though most of us haven’t met yet. It’s funny because I’ve technically removed the comment section on my blog due to spammers, so I wouldn’t know what you think about my posts. However, you can always email me or DM me on Instagram. I’d be ecstatic to hear from you.

April and May are considered summer in the Philippines because they’re the months when students get their two-month vacation break. They’re also the hottest months of the year in our tropical country. So yes, most of us here are enjoying the sun, although we need more sunscreen to do it. Honestly, I’m not a big fan of extremely hot weather, but I take it as a chance to travel locally and get some vitamin sea.

This is a spur-of-the-moment blog post. I didn’t draft this, and I’ll be publishing it as soon as I finish writing. It’s a great exercise for me to organize my thoughts and just write freely. Similar to my previous “Life Currently” posts, I’ll be writing based on the same prompts.

⋆🌸₊˚⊹♡❀˖°𐙚 🌸Reading

I am currently reading The Song of Achilles, a novel by Madeline Miller. I wouldn't say Miller is one of my favorite authors (yet), but I did enjoy reading Circe, an earlier work of hers. I didn't plan on reading The Song of Achilles, but one of my besties gifted me the book, knowing that I love reading and Greek mythology. It's just wonderful to know that someone put thought into what to give you. I'm blessed to have such thoughtful friends, and it's only right for me to fully embrace both their presence and their presents. Lol.

I have so many books in my pile, and I'm trying my best to read them all. Honestly, I find it challenging to read leisurely because I also have to read a lot of materials for work. I'm still working full-time as a writer, but this time, I'm focusing on technical write-ups, where I have to do my best to come up with informative and precise articles. Every writer knows that one cannot write well without reading well. I see reading as the process of eating, and writing as the process of digesting. Without doing one properly, the other cannot be done properly either.

Anyway, wish me luck so I can finish reading the books on my shelf because I still have more on my to-read list. 🤪😁

⋆🌸₊˚⊹♡❀˖°𐙚 🌸Listening

Ever since I watched Dream Academy on Netflix, I've been a fan of KATSEYE. I love the girls' energy, and although their songs aren't usually my type, I enjoy how upbeat they are. I know there have been issues surrounding the group, particularly involving Manon, but regardless of what happens, I wish the girls the best. Pinky Up has been on repeat on my playlist lately.

⋆🌸₊˚⊹♡❀˖°𐙚 🌸Working On 

I am working on creative and business side quests. I've been flower arranging and baking cakes. I can't say I'm successful at either of those yet, but I love exploring projects beyond just work. I feel like they spice up my life and somehow make me feel grounded.

⋆🌸₊˚⊹♡❀˖°𐙚 🌸Feeling 

I feel a bit sad and anxious at the moment. I had this huge crush on someone, but unfortunately, I said goodbye to him. Not because I don't have feelings for him, but because I feel like he's not exactly into me as much as I am into him. He said he likes me, but I'm not too young to know that actions speak louder than words. Having been raised with tough love, I don't want to be a soldier lover. I want to be loved with certainty. It's 100% all in or all out for me. I don't know whether the connection will flourish or vanish, and it hurts, but you know, what's meant for us will always find its way to us.

I'm also feeling anxious about work. I will be having my annual performance review with our American manager, which could make or break my career. I know that I still have so much to learn and improve on in my work, but I'm hoping I can keep my job because who else will buy food for my pets? Lol. Seriously, though, having pets is definitely not cheap.

⋆🌸₊˚⊹♡❀˖°𐙚 🌸Hoping

I am hoping for good things to come and for everything to turn out well. Sometimes, I get too optimistic about things. Actually, my optimism can be either a positive or a negative trait. For instance, it makes me feel giddy and encourages me to give people a chance, but I also feel like it sometimes keeps me from seeing harsh realities clearly.

I know balance is important, and I know I can't be right all the time. Sometimes, I also become too imaginative and pessimistic, which often leaves me feeling lost. I have to admit that being in control of a situation feels comforting because it offers a sense of security, but I'm also aware that life can be very unpredictable. I'm trying my best to stay present by being grateful for what I have, cherishing the people who choose to spend their time with me, and praying.

I hope you, who are reading this post, also find peace and are reminded to do good and be grateful. The world can be so noisy and chaotic. Inner calm is always a beautiful thing to hope for.

love lots,

Tin