Poetic Isolation

I know I haven't posted something on my blog for like aeons of years.whatever.I'm just too busy participating in what they so called "school".lol. Been so busy making projects and stuffs for final requirements. I don't know what's with some of our teachers though. They tend to give us lists of "what to pass for finals" the week before our finals or on finals week.FCKINGSHIT* Had hard time doing all the things to be done with so little time. A cup of coffee and a bottle of PauDeArco is not enough to wash out all the numbness in my body and to keep me awake. I had very little time to sleep. I've been up 'til 3-4am for two weeks just to get everything done. One of my classmate even complained that she's becoming a hermit who locks herself in her room facing her computer all day not-giving-a-fck-what-happens-outside.Well, that's what she said,that's what I feel.I'm glad to have my mom and dad for their financial supports though (not to mention the realfckup arguments I had with them)*sorry for my not-so-good language :) Anyway, I know I shouldn't be complaining or shall I say I don't have the rights to do so since it is my choice to become a good student which is just another step for me to have a better future.gemalangLOL.*theperksofbeingnerd* I know deep inside me that the beauty is always in struggle (though I'm not so sure if my struggle is enough). Accomplishing something with effort will always make one feel better than having it easy all the way.

Now that the first semester is over and I'm done submitting all I have to submit, I don't know why but I still feel tired and shit*. I still can't fall asleep early. I still feel the numbness in my neck and shoulders. I feel tired but I don't want to fall asleep yet. I wanted to do something, something that I love to do (art related stuffs) ^.^ I don't know if I should feel happy that smestral break is about to begin or should I be sad. No classes means no allowance and no excuses to go out of our not-so-boring-but-boring-house.ellllllllll

Don't want to think about it though. Anyway, I'm looking forward for my plans with my friends hehehe.

okay, enough of my talking about shits and shits.

What I'll show you here are some of the pictures I took during one of the Saturday's we've spent at April's house. Amateur photography and fashion designing for me and amateur modelling for jong2x. This what happens when two amateurs wanted to have some fun.hahaha

Here's a black dress owned by my sister. It's actually just plain in black. I'm the one who added the pearls to make it look sophisticated since she's wearing the dress in a party with her fcking boyfriend :D hehehe

Here's a closer look of the dress. It's actually so cheap and so easy to made. You just need to have the right materials. We bought the dress in a night thriftshop by he way. You wouldn't believe me if I tell you how much it costs.