The Quarantine Playlist

    The month of May started hopeful, but it didn't burn wonderfully like the heat of the month. So much has happened and it wasn't all great. Much of them left me hanging in a higher level of anxiety. Most nights I just stare at the ceiling waiting for the dawn thinking about everything and nothing. Some days I don't know how to get through the day, but I'm grateful that today, even though everything doesn't feel great, I am alive and I think it's enough to be hopeful. Truthfully, I am not the optimist kind regardless of how much I wanted to be. However, it amazes me that after through so much I still find a sparkle of hope. I don't credit everything to myself for such. Maybe because I am a Sagittarius but that would be such a petty excuse. Seriously, it must be because of my mom's constant prayer or my best friends Hagie and Jong whom I can always rely on. They are some of my own proof that God exists and is with me - just like the art of music. 

    I like to think that music is one of God's purest way of communicating with us. It is such a powerful art that instantly overpowers me with relief. In these times where terror seems to sprout everywhere, I know how important it is to use our voice to reason with truth, but it is also in times like this where I can't seem to find my voice. Everything just feels like noise and it's only either silence or music that would put me at ease. These days when I don't like to talk to anyone else I just put on my earphones and go sound tripping. I feel so much better after a song or two as if a torn in my heart has been lifted or a cloud of negative dust in my brain has been collected. I do it often especially these days where work is halted by the quarantine. I know about findings ways to be productive, but there are just days when my heart just feels so heavy. I don't have the slightest clue on what's about to happen tomorrow. Nobody does - ever, but with music, everything is bound to be better even when uncertainty drowns the light. 

Here are ten songs that made my quarantine much bearable than it actually does. I made these alternative "song"  covers just because I needed some moments of creativity. 

Let me know what you think of the songs especially if you've heard them. Isn't it a wonder to think that different souls listen to the same songs at the same moment regardless of spatial and circumstantial differences? Give me some songs in the comments section below. 

Love, Music, and Magic be with us these trying times.

love lots, Tin