Frida Kahlo Inspired Makeup Look

   For some makeup lovers, Halloween must be one of the best seasons. Not only because of the treats and the tricks but also because it inspires artists to get more creative. Last year's Halloween season was more fun than spooky because I got to enjoy playing around with my makeup kit. I had an ample time to paint again (see my paintings below, I also painted the cute version of Frida above :D) and it just popped up to me: why not try to recreate Frida Kahlo's look?

       Frida Kahlo, if you don't have any idea who she is, is a well-known female Mexican artist who is an icon in the world of arts. She is famous for her self-portrait paintings which inspired so many lovers of arts around the globe. When I think of Frida, bright colors, and gorgeous fresh flowers that match her powerful brows blooms into my consciousness. Pretty thoughts, but it is knowing more about her struggles as a woman and an artist that draw me closer to her. Thus, she is one of the female figures that I look up to. Somehow, I feel empowered reading about her and admiring her artworks even if it's just in front of the computer screen. Perhaps someday, when the planets align, I'll be able to see them using my naked eye.

        The Halloween season has long passed, it's also not Frida's day, but every day a wonderful day to think of those whom we admire and empower ourselves using art. The world is our canvas and I hope I'll be as brave, fierce, and free as Frida Kahlo.

Here are some photos that I took with my makeup look. (I also tried to dress like her! haha) I also added few of my favorite quotes by her.

    “Wordless,

Infinite —

You.

You intensify

everything.

You are

fire

burning

all that

is left

of my

heart.”

“Nothing is absolute. Everything changes, everything moves, everything revolves, everything flies and goes away.” 

“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me, too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it’s true I’m here, and I’m just as strange as you.” 

““You deserve a lover who wants you disheveled, with everything and all the reasons that wake you up in a haste and the demons that won’t let you sleep.

You deserve a lover who makes you feel safe, who can consume this world whole if he walks hand in hand with you; someone who believes that his embraces are a perfect match with your skin.

You deserve a lover who wants to dance with you, who goes to paradise every time he looks into your eyes and never gets tired of studying your expressions.

You deserve a lover who listens when you sing, who supports you when you feel shame and respects your freedom; who flies with you and isn’t afraid to fall.

You deserve a lover who takes away the lies and brings you hope, coffee, and poetry.” 

Here are a couple of paintings that I did last year inspired by two of the best paintings that I admire the most. I painted these using my Koi watercolor set in a regular watercolor paper. These are also actually really small (4x6 inches) so these stay hidden in my memento box. 

Water Lilies painting inspired by Claude Monet's

Inspired by Vincent van Gogh's The Starry Night

(my version of the moon looks like an egg yolk lmao) 

I hope you're doing all great and always keep your eyes open; art is everywhere.

love lots,

Tin

Siquijor Retrospective

     The last time I set foot on the mystical island of Siquijor was when I was ten years of age. That was more than a decade ago. Back then, the island is more serene. Though it still has a particular serenity, it is now more developed than before. More business establishments have sprung up around the populous part of the island. These days, there are many cheap and delicious restaurants around Siquijor which are out of sight the last time I visited the place. 

      My father owns a small flower shop on the island, and it is also where both of my elder brothers finished their secondary and tertiary education.  At one point in time, I would have loved to have lived there, but I know for a fact that I wouldn't be able to survive being an island girl. Don't get me wrong. The palpable wonders of living a rustic life on an island is a great idea, but the absence of the bright city lights and its crippled internet connection make it untenable for somebody who is born and raised in the heart of Cebu.

     Quiet and brooding even at night, Siquijor is an island for those who seek calm adventures. Because some of its migrated somewhere else, it's not a surprise to find inhabited houses and buildings throughout the island. The simplicity of the place and the friendly atmosphere among its locals make the island a tourist-friendly place. The island boasts plenty of white sand beaches and historical places.

      As an outsider, there is something undeniably appealing about Siquijor that lends itself to cameras. Below are some shots I took during my.quick affair with the island a summer ago.

 Lazi Church - oldest church in Siquijor Island

 Lazi Convent - oldest convent in Siquijor and in the Philippines

My momma! She said that spirits live in those trees behind her.

 Inside Lazi church

 The church was built out of coral reefs and egg white used as cement.

A description framed inside the church of the holy place. I'm not sure what was the language used. I'm guessing this one's in Portuguese. 

 We stopped by few restaurants to enjoy some food and beverages.

 Love this pizza place which serves homemade pizza. They have a variety of pizza variants on their menu. The establishment is owned by a French national. For some reasons, most tourists visiting the island are Europeans. Contrary to the usual tourists in other parts of our country who are East Asians.

 We stopped by another church (St.Vincent Church) parallel to the Catholic school where my older brothers attended.

My elder brother on a balcony near his former classroom.

Lola Tasing's house in Larena. The bright and lovely pink house is located right across the house where my father stays in Siquijor. Lola Tasing is one of the gentlest women I know. She used to give us gifts and write us letters back when we were younger and when she was still around. She recently passed away.

 We visited the infamous Salagdoonong Beach in Maria, Siquijor to enjoy the scenic view of its pristine waters. I was surprised to see that a number of people enjoyed the water. A decade ago, we went to the same beach and nobody was there to enjoy the beach but us. It felt like we owned the beach. lol

My mom loves to have her photographs taken. 

 We went to Dumaguete (a city in another province near Siquijor) to catch a ride going back to Cebu.

I caught a glimpse of Dumaguete's Silliman University!

 The water in the Sibulan Port is jaw-droppingly clean!

My humble camera wasn't able to capture the beauty of the island and its neighboring places. I hope to visit the mystic place again. Hopefully, it won't be a retrospective next time. 

love lots,

Tim

My Top 10 Favorite Books

  Before social media and binge-watching anime series, I have books as my full-time companions when I was in high school. I remember reading Sweet Valley High and Nancy Drew books before indulging myself with classic novels. Back then, I couldn't afford to buy books that I'd love to read so I used to borrow from my friends. If my friends don't have them, I visit the library where I often stay during lunch breaks. It stayed the same even when I went through college where I used to binge-read Agatha Christie's books while waiting for my next classes. 

    Reading for me eventually became more than just an act of learning and entertaining. It became sort of a therapy. Up until this moment, books, for me, are more than just mere physical objects. They are my friends, my family, and therapists that I never had. I love how reading transports me to somewhere I've never been, and that place doesn't need to be perfect or grand. It's a place of refuge and personal solace.

   I'm trying to lessen my use of social media as I find some parts of it toxic and unnecessary to my whole well-being. That explains why I haven't blog regularly last month. I won't dwell so much on it. Here are some of my literary pals that are very dear to me and I'd like you to meet them.

1. One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez 💐
“and both of them remained floating in an empty universe where the only everyday & eternal reality was love...” 

Set in a fictional town of Macondo, this book has the power to take you to heighten your senses. The book revolves around the family of Buendía. This makes me feel that we belong to the same neighborhood and that I knew the family well. I feel so much about this book. The story is beyond beautiful, I couldn't even think straight of the proper words to scribe about the book. This is definitely my favorite book, and even though I may not place myself in a similar context with Senyor Marquez, I'd like to believe that my heart was able to translate the beauty that his book tries to embody. It tells a brilliant tale of triumph, pain, and love even in its most peculiar state. Without a doubt, this masterpiece by Marquez must be read.

2. Rage of Angels by Sidney Sheldon 💐
“Being poor is only romantic in books.” 

This is the very first novel that I've ever read. I first got my hand on this book when I was in 9th grade. Back then, I wasn't really into reading. I thought reading is just one hell of a time-consuming activity, and I wouldn't gain much from doing it. This book changed the way how I looked at reading. Right after I finished the book in three days, I started craving for more books and it didn't stop there. That's when I realized how wholesome reading can be and how it helps heal a mental and an emotional wound. I must credit this book for making me an avid reader and a lover of literature.

Trivia:

I didn't own the book that I read at that time. It was owned by my brother and he didn't really own it either. My brother found the book somewhere while he was in Siquijor island. We never know who originally owns it as it didn't have any written details about its owner. We no longer have the book in hand right now. I lost it when a classmate in high school borrowed and never return it. 

Not knowing where the book is now, I hope it's in good hands and that somewhere, someone's reading it. Perhaps the book meant not to stay, but to visit different readers.

3. The Catcher in the Rye by J.D Salinger 💐

“Make sure you marry someone who laughs at the same things you do.”

This tale takes me back to my teenage years wherein life isn't entirely bad, but it ain't entirely good either. Salinger gives a good story of an American teen in the shape of Holden Caulfield. The book is a testament that young adults also have a very powerful voice, just as they have, and will always have, a great place in this world. If you haven't read this book yet, well, it wouldn't be so bad to recall your teenage years as you flip through the pages of this book. 

4.Smaller and Smaller Circles by F.H Bacatan 💐
“My life can't just be interesting. It has to be meaningful.” 

I've read a number of Filipino literature, but most of them are poetry and short fiction. Shame on me because this book by F.H Bacatan is the sole novel written by a Filipino that I've ever finished as of this moment. Of course, I do know about the great works of our national hero Dr. Jose Rizal, but I've only known about them by reading their summaries. ( I love Noli Me Tangere and El Filibusterismo. Though, I find the latter much closer to my heart.) 

I just found out that this novel by Bacatan was published a DECADE ago, and that blew my mind. Before I had the knowledge about its publication details, I really thought that the book was made recently. I was guessing two or three years ago because the book tackles an issue that is still very much relevant and timely for our nation these days. That was the best thing about the book with its plot as the second. That also made me really sad because it just proves that our country is still facing similar problems ten years ago. I hope we'll solve the issues that imprison us as a nation, sooner than the next decade to come. As Father Gus would say, "Dear God I hope so". The fact that this is the first Filipino crime novel makes it a must-read for every Filipino.

5. The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint Exupery 💐
“And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.”

This book brings out the child in me and makes me feel much braver as an adult. This is one of the books that give me faith to keep going and that the world is a beautiful place. Monsieur de Saint Exupery's novella reminds me of what makes life essential and worth living - friendship, love, and the beauty of solitude.

6. Women, Work and the Art of Savoir Faire by Mireille Guiliano 💐
"I believe women are better than men at the use of "we" rather than "I". Being humble is a characteristic of a good leader."

I'm not into self-help books. I haven't read one until I've picked Mireille Guillano's Women, Work, and the Art of Savoire Faire. I remember just letting the time pass in an indie bookstore and after reading a couple of pages from the book, I knew by then that I have to purchase the book. I am always glad that I did. Guillano's book taught me so much about acing life by drawing interesting and insightful stories from her personal experience. This book is practical, helpful, and fun to read. Savoir Faire, defined as the knowledge of the right course of action: knowing what to do and say and when and how to do so, which was emphasized by Guillano tells me so many tips on how to succeed in work and in life. It talks about putting a balance between life and work, the art of coping, and job interview tips! With just 12 chapters, the learning inside the book is beyond worth it, making it a must-read for every woman.

7. Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert 💐

“It's still two human beings trying to get along, so it's going to be complicated. And love is always complicated. But humans must try to love each other, darling. We must get our hearts broken sometimes. This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something.” 

Among her other widely-acclaimed books, this novel by Elizabeth Gilbert has the power to soothe emotional wounds. Eat Pray Love is a fascinating novel with an interesting main character who is as real as any of us. Her healing journey takes to three of the most beautiful destinations in the world- Indonesia, India, and Italy. I would say that reading the book is very much similar to eating your favorite comfort food. The book will make you feel mentally full and emotionally great.

8. Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk💐
“The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.”

I just finished another book by Mr. Palahniuk and all I can say is that his individual body of work is always surprising. It is not something for the faint-hearted. His books are for the non-conformist and hard-core pursuant to a great adventure. Invisible Monsters is wild, gritty, raw, and breathtakingly crazy. I love how it captures what most of the human species would love to share only in silence. This book is that one friend that would slap you the truth but at the same time give you a heart attack for laughing.

9. The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde 💐
“Some things are more precious because they don't last long.” 

 I've always thought that the book version is always better than its film version. I often agree with such notion, but I left it when I watched the film version of Oscar Wilde's The Picture of Dorian Gray with Ben Barnes as its leading cast. Back then, I didn't know that it was based on an 18th-century novel. Reading more about the book prompted me to look for it. I had a really strong desire to read it, but at that time, I didn't have the cash to buy a copy of the book because I was still studying. Perhaps with the power of the universe, such desire turned into reality. One day while I was checking into a secondhand bookshop in the metro, I was just window shopping. I didn't plan to buy any book because I didn't have so much cash with me. The book is the only thing I have in mind while running my fingers through books before me. After a few minutes, voila, I found an original and unabridged copy of the book. The best thing is that is so affordable it cost way less than a dollar. At that moment, I feel like the book was really for me. I don't know why but there's some unknown magic in it that is also in the provocative and controversial work of Mr. Wilde.

P.S I'm waiting for another magical moment right now. 

10. The Spy by Paulo Coelho 💐
“Love is an act of faith & its face should always be covered in mystery. Every moment should be lived with feeling & emotion because if we try to decipher it & understand it, the magic disappears.” 

I had and finished reading this book last year. The book was given to me as a gift by some of my valued students in the school publication that I am managing. I have heard and read of Mr. Coelho's work several years before, and I have to admit, I was never fascinated by his previous works. I'm not saying that they're not good. It's just a matter of personal preference. The Spy, however, is a very special book for me. The book follows the life of Mata Hari and her story made me very proud of myself as a woman. It inspires me a lot especially in going beyond my limitations and get to my heart's desires.

Special Mention: 💐

One of the few books that I have recently read is Kevin Kwan's Crazy Rich Asians and China Rich Girlfriend. Both are part of a trilogy but I haven't got my hands on the last of its installment which is Rich People Problems. (I need to get rich asap to be able to buy it because it costs much more than the other two.)

Even though I don't consider the books as favorites, I love the fun and fresh tale that Mr. Kwan showcased in his trilogy. It did make me laugh a lot as its drama and tea are very entertaining. 

The books also gave me a glimpse of the lives of the richest Asians and if there's one thing that I've realized after reading the books, it's that even if you're the richest person in the world, you still have to have problems as long as you're human. Lol

Currently Reading: 💐

It's summer in the Philippines right now so I got to enjoy a short break. A lovely time to learn something new, enjoy the beach, and read good books. I just finished reading Chuck Palahniuk's Rant last week and decided to submit myself to a challenge - to finally finish Haruki Murakami's IQ84. I had the book on my shelf for a couple of years already and hmmmm I haven't finished reading it yet. I know, shame on me. So now I gotta go pick up the pages where I left it and continue my literary quest! I really hope I'll get to finish reading the whole book this summer. Wish me luck!

Have you read any of my favorite books above? Let me know your thoughts in the comments section and share to me your favorite book. I might as well put it on my reading list.

love lots,

Tin